Hi there, You will be ok. If you push harder, sweat more, sleep less and go farther you will survive. We have such a distorted idea of what we are capable of. If you want to be successful, if you want to reach a goal you are going to need to suck it up and go for it. Wake up. WAKE UP!!!! When things go wrong you figure out how to manage your life around trying to get them to go right… right? What if you controlled what you could control… like movement, thoughts and behavior. What if you created habits that supported a lifestyle that supports life? What if you stopped doing things that sucked energy; things that don't feed your soul, healed your body and broadened your mind? Do you know what is possible, do you know where your limit is?
I can tell you that you don't know your limits unless you have already figured out how to fly; to just elevate like a ghost. If you haven't gotten to that point yet you are still at the "I have no f*ing idea what my potential is" point. And… if you do know how to fly then you understand that we are limitless. If you decide to work at something with drive, determination, unrelenting discipline you will master it. You are not limited by who your mom or your dad is, what your bloodline says, or what anyone else in your family has or has not done. You are only held back by your beliefs; your believing that you are limitless limits you. Your believing that your family history determines your future is unbelievably damaging to your journey towards flight. If you want to be a dancer, dance. If you want to be a writer, write. If you want to be an amazing lover, love, communicate, practice. Whatever you see as amazing in someone else you can be too. Seriously.
I want to be stronger, faster, fitter. I work at it daily. I want to be the best DJ that I have heard of. I work at it daily. I want to be a proficient, consistent and relevant writer. I write everyday. When you want something you need to go after it. When you see someone living a dream that you wouldn't mind living, at least your version of it, work for it. When you want to bring something into your world or take something out, make the decision. That is the secret. Deciding to do something different, something more, something daring and something you never dared to do will automatically make it a possibility.
Sometimes you just have to make a choice. Make one that scares you, that takes you farther than you are presently, that challenges your very idea of who you are or ever could be. Then watch the magic happen, while you sweat your ass off going after it.