Hey there, When was the last time you asked yourself the tough questions? When was the last time you asked yourself what you would change if there were no yucky repercussions? Have you ever asked yourself a question like that? So many people are so afraid of truth that they won't even let it into their own heads. As soon as something that doesn't fit within their idea of what they should do, feel, think or say pops up they push it down. When your own truth is too scary to acknowledge consciously it begins to find its way to the surface unconsciously. You will have to deal with your feelings, your actual thoughts and wishes one way or another.
The truth is you cannot get away from what you really want, think or feel. You will have to address it at some point. The resistance of it ensures that it will grow stronger until you have nothing but that thing you have been trying to deny. It is not a mind over matter situation when it comes to denial. Even the reasons we give for never wanting to admit to what we are thinking, feeling, desiring. Relationships could change (will change), lifestyles might have to shift, you may have to get used to letting go of what you once thought made you, you. Finally owning up to what is actually happening for you holds a lot of weight and some of that may be frightening. Let me assure you that only great things truly come from owning and accepting all of who you are, even the parts of you you still choose not to share.
There is nothing like being able to answer the tough questions without running from them. In order to live the life of your dreams you will have to admit what your dreams truly are. You may have to admit that your life, as it is, is not what you would truly pick for yourself anymore. Owning this fact doesn't mean you have made any mistakes, it doesn't mean that you did anything wrong. Knowing what you really want, feel and think allows you to align your life up so that you are truly happy. When you no longer have to deny what you feel inside you can get busy living your fullest most authentic life. When you are honest with yourself you can be honest with others. When you are honest about who you are, what you want and where you are going you will have a much easier time being who you are, getting what you want and getting to where you are going. Life is what you make it… so make it what you really would like it to be.